Flapper Girl

Many people asked me if Jane was going to be Cinderella for Halloween this year and I say that would be too obvious, and afterall, she is Cinderella every day. So I changed it up and Jane was a flapper girl, complete with gloves (that were too big but she didn't care). I also thought this could double as a "dress up" later. Jane was so sick of me saying "smile for the camera" the day before at Disneyland, so I couldn't get one photo of her with a true Jane smile, instead a very non enthusiastic "cheese" with a straight face.

We trick-or-treated in my Aunt Susan's (where we stayed) neighborhood in Yorba Linda. After watching the kids for the first time what to do, Jane was a pro after the first house. She said "trick-or-treat" in her darling little squeaky voice and went for the candy. So many people let her take two handfuls (and we are talking GOOD, BIG size candy in California). I told Jane to grab yellow (peanut M&M's for mom) and she mostly did. Aren't I awful? After a while Phillip and I noticed Jane's pumpkin getting very heavy and offered many times to help her lighten the load, but she refused. Notice the picture of her on Phillips shoulders with the candy pumpkin behind her, refusing to let us get near it. She had such a "I worked hard for this and it's all mine" attitude. Jane was lucky to get a ride on Uncle Mike's golf cart while Phillip and I tried to catch up the whole time. Afterwards, we got back to the house, spread out the candy like we should and joined in with Michael (my cousin who is a fifth grader) and his friends and began trading. She had fun with this. We had a great Halloween with our first time true trick-or-treater.

Jane Facts

{Statistics}

Height: 34"

Weight: 27.4 lbs.

Number of Teeth: 13

Gross Motor Skills: Run, Swim (grabs rings at the bottoms of a pool)

Fine Motor Skills: Good motion using a pencil, pen, or crayon

Speech: Full phrases and sentences, but we don't understand everything. Substitutes for L and R sounds.

Numbers: Can count to 11 by herself and name numbers 1-10

Alphabet: Can identify over 20 letters

{Favorites}

Food: Cheese "Samwich", chicken, hot dogs, bananas, peaches, cottage cheese, applesauce

Book: Good Night Moon, Hungry Caterpillar, Wheels on the Bus, Book of Mormon

Activities: Coloring, Playing at the Park, Jump on Trampolines, swimming, watching doggies

Movie: "Rella", (Beauty and the) "Beast", "Ariel", Princess Sing-a-longs, Elmo

TV Show: Sesame Street, Dora

Song: "So This is Love", ABC's

Hairstyle: Piggies

Shoes: pink crocs

Outfit: It's a tie between Jammies and the Rella costume with high heels

{Memories}

Can say her full name when asked

Time-out works well

Says cute little phrases like "ukay", "_____ pease", "that's siwee"(silly), "I wuv you"

Before a show is over she says, "again"

Loves to be tickled and roughed with

Doesn't like to be dirty or wet

When I tell her to smile she closes her eyes and makes a long face (hilarious!)

Loves to be read too

Entertains herself very well

Likes to feed her baby a bottle

Sleeps in a big girl bed (queen size, doubles as a guest bed right now)

Still sleeps with her lamb blanket

Loves wooden puzzles

Still in size 4 diapers, slightly interested in the potty

Has Cinderella memorized and can say it along with the movie

During the ball scene insists you dance with her

Is horrible during sacrament meeting

Loves nursery

Takes one 2-3 hour nap in the afternoon

Call's Pee Pee, Poo Poo

Loves to play with Dad's face, especially his nose

Will talk on demand now...says bye bye when I ask her to

Loves to sing

Surprises us often with a kiss accompanied by a sweet "mmmm"

When saying Thank You she says "Dae Due, welcome"

Is very sensitive and hates it when I am upset with her

Loves to play with older kids

Brave, demanding, not shy

Sparkles

Snores loud

Good at restaurants and shopping

I melt inside every time I hear her say my name, "Mama"

I am sooooooo lucky to be Jane's mom! She is so cool!

Happy 2nd Birthday Jane!

What a Birthday! We had a blast and Jane was a peach all day. Keep in mind I wanted to shoot my camera the whole time (I don't know if it was me or the camera, but just about every picture is blurry..ahhhh!). Jane was so excited to see the Castle. She loves castles. She loved Snow White by the wishing well and the merry go round.

Then, we ate at Club 33, Jane and I got Fillet Mignon, but Jane seemed more interested in the Cheateaubriand dipping sauce. The staff made Jane feel so special by giving her a Tinkerbell Fruit Punch and a Mickey birthday dessert. Since it is a five star restraunt, I wanted Jane to be on her best behavior. So we got her a Princess coloring book and crayons to keep her busy between the courses. It worked beautifully. Luckily Jane LOVES to color.

After lunch, we went went to the Haunted Mansion and Pirates of the Carribean. She was very skeptical and held on pretty tight to me. Then, we decided to go see the princesses...the main reason for going to Disneyland. While I took the first shift in the hour long line, Phillip took Jane to Toon Town. While Phillip took the second shift in line, I took Jane to the street parade. Before we knew it, it was time to see the Princesses. We were told that there are 7 princesses, but you only get to see 3 because they rotate. When we turned the corner to see the first princess, low and behold it was (drum roll please........) RELLA! Jane went right up to her and had the sweetest conversation about shoes, twirling, and dancing then ended with a hug. Then Rella took us over to see "White", who was hiding and popped out with her sweet little voice "Boo". I wanted to cry right there, it was so stinking magical. They too had a sweet little conversation. Jane pointed out that they both had red bows in their hair. Then, we saw Aurora. Jane has the hardest time saying her name. She showed Aurora her birthday princess badge that had all the princesses pictures on it and told her the name of each one, but could not say her name. She got a laugh. Then Jane grabbed her hand insisting that they go on a walk together. So they did. It was funny to see a two year old be so bossy (yeah right). Then they sat down together to take a picture. We were lucky and got a bonus princess...Mulan. Jane (kind of) sang the reflection song to her and took her on a little walk too. After the experience, we were all floating on clouds. The Princesses were so darling with Jane and it was truely magical. I'm so glad I got the whole thing on video although I need to improve my recording skills. I'm also so happy she got to see Rella, who took more time than usual with Jane. Because it was the year of celebrations, Jane got to wear a badge that said it was her birthday. It was fun to have so many people tell her happy birthday. I think everyone should wear a badge on their birthday. Well, you can't get much better than this for a birthday. I know she is too young to remember this experience, but Phillip and I will always cherish this memory. It's crazy to think back two years ago at what a rocky start Jane had. I'm glad that's all over so we can continue to enjoy a happy and healthy Jane.

October Catch Up

I wanted to catch up on the past few weeks. We had family come and visit for the BYU/UNLV game the weekend of October 10th. I sadly don't have any pictures but we had a blast. My mom and dad came a few days earlier so we could shop, see "Lion King", and relax. That was a blast. Then my brother Jason, sister-in-law Annie, and their 3 kids came. We had a good time at the game...adults only, then went to my favorite yogurt place that I've mentioned before...Yogurtland. Sunday, Annie taught me how to make her famous Mexican food...deep fried tacos (with ground turkey to make us feel a little better), delicious beans and rice. I now will add fresh cilantro to everything when I cook Mexican. After, we went to see the bridge going across Hoover Dam. That was quite a sight, and definitely needed. The little road you have to take between Las Vegas and Phoenix is ridiculously narrow. It was so cool to see before it's complete. We rarely get see such a marvel built in our time.

One week later we had Lisa and Aaron come and visit, they are some close friends from North Salt Lake. They came down for the Utah/UNLV game. This time we took Jane. It was fun and we ended the night, of course, with Yogurtland. Oh, and Lisa and I treated ourselves to $18 pedicures. Good times.

Now back to my little apartment life. Just to keep you updated, I have gone to a "knitting group" and have started knitting. I've always loved the way knit looks, and compared to crocheting, it makes more sense to me. I'm still working on my first washcloth, it's taken me hours. Learning something new is so hard sometimes. I have restarted about 6 times and need to work on my tension, but it looks promising. Also, I am half way complete with Jane's first year scrapbook. That is huge! I just need the drive to finish. I am cooking a ton these days, and since Phillip has me on a strict budget, I have learned to be creative and make use of what I already have, or make from scratch. For instance, I made homemade breadsticks and spinach noodles. That was a first. Lots of fun. I still want to learn how to make delicious wheat bread and how to digital scrapbook. I just got a call from the local scrapbook store telling me they are signing up people for the next Photoshop Elements class. It is so tempting. But I don't have a laptop with Elements (required). Is it time to purchase them? Looks like I have some convincing the hubby to do. Today I tried a spin class for the first time. Wow, I'm all about first lately, isn't great! Loved it. I sweat like a pig within 5 minutes. This is just what I need to pump up my work out. Since living in Vegas I have gone to the gym at least 5 times a week. I look forward to it everyday.

On the Lighter Side...

Jane is about to turn TWO! Her Birthday is coming up this Friday, October 30. Phillip and I decided to take her to Disneyland to see the real Cinderella. It's only 4 hours from Las Vegas, so why not go to "The Happiest Place on Earth" for her Birthday.

This past weekend we went to St. George where Phillip's family lives and gave Jane a "Rella" Party. When Jane woke up from her afternoon nap she was greeted with balloons, a princess birthday badge, and a table spread decked out with everything Rella. For dinner we ate Jane's favorite meal chicken, cheese, and dip...CHICKEN nuggets in the shape of Mickey Mouse and Grandpa made 6 different DIPping sauces. Surprisingly she liked the sweet chili sauce best. Being our daughter, she has to love spicy food, because that's all we really eat. We also had homemade macaroni and CHEESE....Yummmm!

After dinner, Jane played with the balloons and popped them all. Then it was time for presents. A Bitty Baby, letter puzzle, Dora toys, Little Critter Book, and a Cinderella Barbie Doll...that she kissed. To finish the party Jane was surprised with her very own Rella cake...she couldn't resist the blue frosting and dug right in, poking it, licking it, poking it, licking it. Everyone else had strawberry cupcakes (another one of her favorites). This party was a total success and I was not to blame. My mother in law was responsible for all. I can tell she had fun with this...the first girl party. She raised 6 boys and Jane is the first granddaughter. Thank you so much for making this so special for Jane (and her parents). I'm so glad we could live close to celebrate together.

Day by Day

Thank you everyone for your love and support.

I'm taking things day by day. Each time I think of Katie I get teary eyed or start to cry. I went to the temple last night to find some peace. It was good for me. I've been wanting to respond to an email she sent me a week ago, but I am finally starting to except what has happened and that she's not there on the other end. I have gone through some feelings of anger. Angry because of the situation Jon (her husband) is in...living in Italy with no family, angry because her two boys will never know their mother, angry, selfishly, that Katie won't be checking in with me. Luckily I have a husband that turns pretty much everything into a positive and those angry feelings are gone. Now I'm just sad. But, life has to move on. I will continue to pray for Katie's family and not forget her. The ironic thing is that Katie's friend Sarah, died a few weeks earlier after delivering a child also. Katie was so upset about this, but was also very understanding and used her faith to comfort her. I bet Katie and Sarah had a wonderful reunion. I hope they meet Allison. Three amazing women. I am so grateful to know that we have a loving Heavenly Father that will watch over those who are left behind. I'm grateful to know about the Plan of Salvation and how this earthly life is just a small part. As I was leaving the temple last night, for the first time since Katie's death, I thought of some good memories I had of her. I smiled. Didn't cry. What a blessing.

Katie

Here is Katie, Jon, and their new baby Quinn.

Here we are saying goodbye to Katie, she's leaving for Korea...Kimi, me, and Katie...Antelope Elementary Teachers.

Here is Katie on her wedding day with Phillip and I...isn't she lovely.

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Yesterday I went to Katie's blog to see if she had her baby, I knew she was due any day now. To my shock and disbelief, it stated that she delivered a beautiful baby boy, but because of complications, she past away three hours later. Like I said, I was in shock. Then I started balling. I can't stop thinking about her, her family, her husband, and her two adorable boys. I'm still in shock. I fasted today for Katie's family and friends. I've said many prayers in their behalf and have hugged my little family a little more and a little tighter (and danced with Jane a little longer).

Katie and I taught together for several years and became good friends. While I taught first grade, she taught sixth. Our classes were buddy's for a few years (that means her students helped my students read). Katie was a rock star teacher that handled those sixth graders perfectly and with "respect me, I'll respect you" attitude. Then she got married and we went to her wedding in Colorado at the Air Force Acadamy. Because her husband is a pilot for the AF, she moved to Korea, and then Italy, the whole time staying in touch with me. Before she left...I gave her the "Essential Morman Cookbook" to remember Utah by. Katie loved to cook. We got pregnant about the same time with our first baby and emailed each other constantly throughout the pregnancy. That was a lot of fun. Then she beat me to the punch and got pregnant with number two this past February. She loved being a mom and just couldn't wait for another. While living abroad Katie would send me pictures of the beautiful places they'd visit. Talk about taking advantage of their surroundings...Katie and Jon were always off to another adventure. I think at one point I said I can't see her picture's anymore because I just get plain jealous, but that never happened, I couldn't resist opening the next email and being so happy for her.

We have emailed a lot lately, she always seemed to make me laugh (out loud) every time. Great sense of humor. She was always thoughtful and made sure to check in with me if we hadn't heard from each other for a while. She made me feel important. She brightened up my day. She always asked about former teachers and kept close tabs on everyone, making sure they are doing okay. She loved being a mom. We talked a lot about our kids (and how it would be so cool to marry one day). I am going to miss all of this. I miss her.

I have a close friend, Allison, that has also passed away a few years ago leaving behind a little girl. I can't help but think that Allison and Katie have a lot in common. They both lived a good life, always happy and content, and life seemed to come quite easy to them. They both had great parents that helped them take advantage of every moment and supported their dreams. Sometimes it takes 80-90 years to live a life, but for Katie, it only took 30. And she lived a great one. I'll miss you Katie. I'm praying for your family. I know you are in a beautiful and peaceful place with our Heavenly Father surrounded by people who love you. Jon is a faithful husband and is supported by so many that love him. The reunion one day will be powerful. Oh Katie, how you are loved and missed.

If you want to see more beautiful pictures of Katie and her family, click on her link in the buddy list.

Picture catch up

Enjoy some pictures from the past 3 weeks.

Crazy Hair! Just waking up. Jane hates me to comb her hair.
Shark Reef Aquarium by the Sting Ray Tank. Of course she had to touch them. Jane afraid? No way.
Jane's Favorite shows to watch: Disney Princess Sing a long Songs. (Thanks for the tip Meg.) It's the sweetest thing to hear Jane sing the princess songs. She's on key most of the time. Impressive.
I treated Jane to a cupcake one day because she was such a good girl (The terrible two's have come early). It took all she had to hold the cupcake in a bag on the way home and not eat it.
A common sight I see every day..."Rella".

Stake Relief Society 5K

With every calling, comes a release. I have had the privilege of serving with these three amazing ladies for the past 26 months in the Stake Relief Society. They truely are my dear friends and I am going to miss them. They taught me so much! For my final hurrah, I got to help with the Stake RS 5K on Sept. 26. It was a great day (I ran the whole way...go Tiff!), but it was hard to say goodbye. I love you Kay, LaRae, and Darla!!!

The Good and the Sad

Good- I received Jane's pics from the photographer today! They are beautiful and I'm excited to put them in frames. I also splurged and got a CD so I never have to say goodbye to them.

Sad- My absolute FAVORITE celebrity scrapbooker has resigned from Creative Keepsakes..Becky Higgins. It's kind of ironic, because I just signed up to get their magazine, mainly for her ideas and column. So I went to Michael's today and finally bought her "Best of Becky Higgins Sketches"...because I know it's a must have for scrapbookers and it probably will go out of print (I used a 40% off of course). I hope she only has bigger and better plans because I would hate to have to say goodbye forever. Her layouts are so simple and fresh. I follow her blog quite frequently, and I know she'll keep blogging. This way we'll continue (hopefully) to get her good ideas/recipes and see what she has next up her sleeve.

Weekend Update

We have had a busy weekend here in Las Vegas!

Friday night we went to Hash House A Go Go and loved the food. You must be pretty hungry when you go to this restaurant, as the portions are huge. We ended out splitting (for a $2.00 charge) and we were fine. We had the waffles and fried chicken. Next time I'm trying the meatloaf. I'm a huge fan wherever I go and they seem to have a real spin on it. (Lisa, are you laughing right now because I have a meatloaf fetish?)

Saturday we chored in the morning, went the pool, then took Jane to the Mandalay Bay Shark Reef. We forgot to bring our stroller and were a little nervous, but to our surprise, Jane didn't need it. She absolutely loved going to each exhibit (tank) to see crocodiles, so many different types of fish, and shark. Phillip and I were pretty impressed with the aquarium and thought it was worth the steep entrance fee (luckily Jane was free). It felt a lot like something you would expect Disney to put together. After that, we went to the Burger Bar. With a homemade onion bun, I had the best Hawaiian burger ever. Too bad I was so full or else I would have tried their delicious looking shakes. Phillip had sliders and Jane munched on sweet potato fries. It was a good alternative to all the expensive restaurants at Mandalay Bay.

Sunday we took a two hour drive to St. George where, to our surprise, all our Brothers (except Sam who is on a mission AND Matt and Johnna) and Sister-in-law's met us at Mom and Dad's house for Sunday dinner. We had a great time hanging with family and played some bocee ball. Hopefully we'll make this a once a month tradition while we are here.

Monday night, we decided to go to Yogurtland. My friend Darla told me about this place and there just so happens to be one less than 5 minutes from our apartment. When we walked in, the place was packed. There were over 10 different choices of non-fat frozen yogurt then all the fresh toppings you can imagine. I tried 3 different kinds...Ghirdelli Chocolate, Nutter Butter, and Cookies and Cream. Topped with some gummy bears. Next time I want to try Pineapple. Jane and I split. Phillip is a Berry kind of guy and tried several different kinds and also Smore's (He didn't really like that one compared to the rest). The prices weren't bad and I told Phillip to be prepared to take me there at least once a week. I know it's non-fat, but I wonder how many calories? Never mind, I don't want to know.

So, as you can see, we are keeping busy. Also, as you can see, we love food. A main part of exploring a city is what type of food it has to offer. This city is delicious so far. We live 10 minutes away from Red Rock canyon, so perhaps we'll go on some hikes to work it off or do some extra classes at the gym (I've always wanted to try spin, but I chicken out every time).

I'm not able to post any pictures yet because we haven't hooked up our printer (that is my memory card adapter), so hopefully we'll do that soon so you can see some pics.

Hair Accessories

Some people ask me where I get Jane's hair accessories. I'm flattered. It's definitely something I love to have fun with. No matter how many attempts I try at making my own, my favorite accessories are from a little kiosk in Fashion Place Mall across from Gap Kids. Now that I live in Las Vegas, I just discovered their website. Click here if you are interested. Everything they sell is as cute as it looks online or better (I think it's a little cheaper if you go to the kiosk though). Have fun shopping, be careful, girl accessories are dangerous. All of you with boys out there are saying "I'm glad I only have boys". Oh, also on this website is my new favorite baby must have- the "car seat canopy".

Good News!

Here's the good news...

They swapped out my stinky fridge for one that doesn't smell! Something was wrong with the filter or something. The maitenance guy said that no matter how hard I'd try, I wouldn't get that smell to go away.

I joined a gym today with free child care. It felt great to do a body pump class knowing that Jane was playing and having fun (not stuck in a small apartment). This will get Jane and I out more.

Last night I went to a Relief Society Dinner Group and had a blast. The girls were all so friendly and down to earth. Before we knew it, 2 1/2 hours went by. I asked them what they do for fun around here and I'm getting the idea that the locals stay away from the strip. Interesting.

I found a babysitter that came highly recommended and she's coming tonight so Phillip and I can go to ward temple night. Afterward I've been wanting to try this restraunt called "Hash Hash a Go Go." Martha Stewart featured it, so it's gotta be worth a try. I'm such a creature of comfort and I definitely have my staple restraunts I like to go to, but I'm breaking away and excited try some unique to this town. I'll tell you how it is later.

The weather isn't bad, I'm used to it already. Jane is always saying "hot", so she must be feeling it. Phillip's been riding his motorcycle to and from work and enjoying that, although it's pretty warm.

All good news from Vegas!

Just Being Honest

Although I have a really great attitude about this little adventure (for the most part), I must be honest about a few things.

I spent all day yesterday and today unpacking and organizing and it's still not done, and it probably won't ever be done.

I was so proud of Jane for eating all 5 chicken nuggets at Wendy's when little did I know she'd chuck them all up 30 minutes later. It took forever to clean up that mess.

I miss my home (where do I start with that one).

My apartment has these weird stenches that I can't get rid of.

I've cleaned the fridge and freezer 3 times with 3 different cleaners and put 3 boxes of baking soda inside and it still reaks!

Whoever the apartment people pay to paint the walls needs to be fired. There is a border of paint on the carpet throughout the entire apartment.

The apartment advertised "granite countertops" and that's the only thing going for it.

I haven't taken a warm shower since last Friday because the gas isn't hooked up (mental note for next move...call the gas guy before the move).

I miss a pantry in my kitchen and drawers in my bathroom. apartments. ugh.

The good news is.....ONLY 6 MONTHS!

I can do this!

I hope I made you laugh, because I'm laughing as I am rereading this.

Have a GREAT DAY!

We Made It!

Let me catch you up if you haven't heard the news....our little family now lives in fabulous Las Vegas!

Phillip took advantage of an opportunity to work on an engineering project in LV. Jane and I are joining him on this adventure. It is with his same employer and we plan on living here for 6 months. While living here in Vegas we thought it would be a good time to try and sell our home...so pass the word around.

We made it, we are finally here! After packing, cleaning, and moving, we are here. If there is one thing I hate in life, top of my list is moving. Right now I am staring at all the boxes I have yet to unpack...I just packed them 48 hours ago! Thanks to ALL my family and friends that helped with the move and making it easier on us.

Phillip just left for work and now my journey begins. I knew it would be a challenge not knowing a soul in Vegas, but this is good for me. I have so much on my "to do" and "want to do" list.

After I get my home situated and more comfortable, here are some things I'd like to do/learn:

I haven't scrapbooked for two years and I have all of Jane's life to catch up on, I brought my wheat grinder and all the stuff to attempt making homemade wheat bread

I packed my sewing machine so I can make a quilt or Jane some skirts

The local scrapbooking store is giving lessons on Photoshop Essentials so I can learn how to digital scrapbook, I want to try so many recipes I've had my eye on, and lastly I just want to spend time with Jane checking out this city and what is has to offer. Now that I've written these down, I feel more beholding to them. Six months is going to fly, so I better not waste a day.

Although this is experience is new and exciting, it's also scary. Luckily I have family two hours away in St. George and a ward family right here. I do miss my home. After living there for four years we pretty much had everything down to our liking and a good routine. Jane is definitely confused and more emotional than usual right now. Before she came to the apartment I made sure her room was unpacked and all set up for her to enjoy. That helped.

Well, I'm off. I have lots to do. Check back frequently for our family in Las Vegas updates.

Photo Shoot

We had some beautiful pictures taken of Jane. Jane was not camera shy...she pranced around in her dress for 30 minutes. I had just changed her into another outfit....and then she got stung by a wasp and the photo shoot was pretty much over. I really wanted a good family photo, but Phillip and I were so busy trying to make Jane happy that we forgot to pose. I am hiding a sippy cup and Phillip had a toy behind his back...it was crazy. Click here to check out photos from the shoot. Melissa Sue, the photographer, is very talented and did a fabulous job.

Cookies

I did something today that I've always wanted to do with my little girl...make cookies. Since it's a word I hear from Jane a lot I knew I could get her excited. I put an apron on her and sat her on the counter next to the mixer. First we added the shortening, I turned away for a minute to get the next ingredient, and when I turned around, Jane put a clump of shortening in her mouth and munched on it. Eww, gross! I turned away again and came back to Jane with a clump of brown sugar in her mouth, totally happy. I distracted her by having her help me dump ingredients in the mixer. She loved that. I kept saying "look, don't touch". But how can little hands stay out of a yummy bowl of cookie dough. That girl couldn't stop! She was licking everything she could get her hands on! From the beater, to the cookie scoop, to the measuring spoons. Just like her father. I'm thinking she still might be too young for this, dang it. Oh well, the cookies turned out pretty good actually, if you dare to eat one that has been touched by a 21 month olds hand. Despite the craziness, we had a blast and I can't wait to involve her in baking again. Afterwards, while I was cleaning up, I noticed I have my very own Cinderella that loves to help (I have a "Rella" addict! Notice the shoes).

Packer Camping Trip

Two Weeks ago was the Packer camping trip. Jane and Phillip had a great time, I on the other hand REALLY struggled with allergies and asthma. There was something so strong in the air. This has been the 4th annual camping trip and I think it's a great tradition. We ate good food and braved a pretty advanced hike around Lake Kent in Beaver, Ut. Phillip had Jane on his back and I was in charge of the boy cousins. Camping, although it's a lot of work, is worth the memories for the kids.

July 13

Phillip had a surprisingly wonderful 31st birthday. He had to work most the day, but I surprised him and took him out to lunch...just him and I, no Jane. It was sooo nice. Later on that night we went to Tucano's Brazillian Restraunt (his choice) and met up with a few of my brothers and sisters and mom and dad. The cake I got Phillip was DIVINE! I ordered it from this site http://thechocolatedc.com/ . It is called 'The Husband" and is yellow cake with ganache. My sister ordered her wedding cake from them and it not only looks good but tastes amazing. The big present of the night is something Phillip has been wanting for a long time...a smoker. He wants to prefect the art of smoking meat...brisket, pork, turkey, ribs, you name it. I'm excited that I get to be his taste tester. Happy Birthday Phillip!

Sharpie

"Hmmmm, it's awfully quiet upstairs." I was downstairs sewing a skirt for this precious little angel, realized I haven't heard any noise for about 5 minutes and ran upstairs and this is what I found. This picture is for my Uncle Scott...nope, she's not perfect after all dang it. Note to self, hide all Sharpies, or anything that writes. (Don't you love that guilty face!) Doesn't everyone have a Sharpie story?

Stake Lagoon Day

I told you I love July. We have so much fun! We spent the evening at Lagoon. It was fun to run in to friends. Jane had a blast going on just about every ride in Kiddieland. Not to our surprise she was in heaven. Looking around I think she was the youngest kid on all the rides. Phillip and I know that Jane is a dare devil and a thrill seeker, so we didn't hesitate buckling her up and waving goodbye on all the rides. Once the rides started, she wanted nothing to do with us and found it annoying that we'd yell her name and wave everytime the ride circled around. She had that "Go away Mom and Dad, I'm trying to enjoy my ride" look. We started out on the train as a family, then progressed to the carousel, then to the Bulgy the Whale, boats, cars, then on to bigger and better...the helicopters and airplanes. She would get upset when the ride was over at first, then realized later that oh, we are just going to another ride. Phillip and I were in heaven because Jane was in heaven. This was a monumental occasion for us...it made us realize our baby is growing up. As I write this I'm a little watery eyed. Boy does time fly, everyone says that, and it's true. Gotta cherish these moments, and I believe we are.

Independence Day

I absolutely love the month of July!  My entire side of the family was together for 3 days and we had a blast.  We went to Eaglewood to watch the fireworks, ran the 5K Freedom Run  in Provo, ate at Magelby's for breakfast and Pizza Factory for dinner (famous bread twists that Jane loved), and blessed little Jack on Sunday.  It was such a great weekend.  I didn't even see Jane most of the time, she was so busy playing with her cousins. Happy 4th!

Let's Dance!

Jake+ Hayley

Here are some fun pics from the wedding.  Amongst all the rain, it was a beautiful summer evening with not a cloud in sight (we lucked out).  It was a rockin' reception down to every detail.  My contributions we're the window that says "Jake & Hayley" and the favor table "Popcorn Buffet".  

I did it.

I did it. I quit my job. This morning I met with my principal and said "I have decided not to work next year. " She said "Not work AT ALL!!!" Then I said, " I want to be a full time mother. This decission feels good in my soul." No argument after that. She respected my decission.

This is something I have been debating for years now. Just this last Tuesday it hit me like a ton of bricks that this is what I NEED to do and this is something I CAN do. I've really lacked the faith until now. And now I am at total peace with this decission. I think I have waited so long to do this because being a full time mom is more difficult than what I do now. But now I know I can do it. Right now I feel a little like my identity is lost. I've been a teacher for 7+ years. Now I'm a new identity- full time "Mother". I know I'll be blessed. I feel blessed already. I look at Jane and I know I can do this. She's so darling and getting more fun every day. I don't want any regrets.

There are a few people that helped me with this decission. First ,I want to thank my husband for being my #1 supporter emotionally and now physically. Breyn, for "that" email. Kimi, for loving and embracing motherhood and giving me the fabulous book "I Am A Mother". Thanks to my two sisters Lindsey and Annie and my Aunt Sallie and Susan, who have been a good example to me at staying home with their children even though they could make some serious dough with their brilliant brains. Thanks to all my friends, those who work and don't work...we all have our own story and do what we gotta do. My mom, for being there at the crossroads. Lastly, thanks to my Heavenly Father, for knowing me as an idividual and giving me strength. Peace out.

"Hi Daddy"

Jane said her first sentence today "Hi Daddy".  Phillip had just gotten home.  Jane heard the garage door, looked up from playing and whispered real excited "Daddy".  She waited at the top of the stairs for Phillip to come around the corner and she said with the most excited voice and clear as day "Hi Daddy".  It just melted Phillip and I.  She is so cool.  

Just this past week Jane has done so many new things.  First, I took her to the toddler park and she went up the steps, across the bridge, and down the slide, all by herself.  I was so proud of my little Jane.  Second, she has started to throw tantrums.  It's awful.  If I tell her to stop doing something, she gets really upset, throws herself on the ground, and cries bloody murder (watching me out of the corner of her eye).  I just ignore it.  So far it hasn't lasted more than 2 minutes.  Thank goodness!  I hate that. 

We went to Nana Mer's house for Easter.  She had Phillip "hide" eggs all around the yard.  I don't know who loved it more, Jane or us.  It's so fun that she is just old enough to do these fun things.  Once she discovered that chocolate was in the plastic eggs, the hunt went a lot slower.  Have I mentioned she's a sugar freak?  Some things she got in her Easter Basket this year:  chocolate bunny, bubbles, Cinderella Ball, and Elmo DVD.

Easter

Jane looked so cute in her little Easter Dress.  I got the little knit cardigan when I was pregnant with her...you know, one of those "I'm so excited to have a little girl" purchases.  I just can't believe she's big enough to wear it.  It looks darling on her.  Happy Easter Jane!  

Spring Break Getaway

Phillip and I really wanted plans for Spring Break, and realized we haven't been on a vacation "by ourselves" for two years, so we headed to Vegas.  We did what we always wanted to do...we wanted to do Vegas the right way.  Stay in a fancy hotel, do a lot of shopping, lay out, and see some shows.  First, we lovingly dropped Jane off at Grandma and Grandpa Packer's in St. George (did a little sand volley ball too), and we were off!  We stayed at the Venetian in one of their "standard suites" which was amazing and over looked the strip and garden pools!  The first night we ate at the Gold Coast Hotel (thanks for the recommendation Lisa) where Phillip had his 20 oz prime rib and I had my Milety Minyon with bacon wrapped shrimp (yum!).  Then we went to see "Mystere" Circ de Soleil  at Treasure Island.  Day 2 we woke up, and spend most the afternoon at the beautiful pool and then shopping.  That night was the highlight when we went to see the musical "Jersey Boys".  It lived up to and even exceeded our expectations.  Day 3 we woke up and spent some time at the garden jacuzzi and casually checked out at noon.  We headed to Henderson to eat at Claim Jumper.  It was delicious, it took us two days to eat the "mother load" cake and we enjoyed every minute.   

Well, now back to reality.  Vacation is over.  We got home late Wednesday night, but had a blast.  We sorely need that.  Friday night, we saw Wicked (for the 2nd time, first time in London).  That was amazing.  I LOVE that musical.  Phillip and I have really discovered that we are theater junkies together and hope to see more shows in the future.  It's fun to do things we both love together.

No!

March 1st is when it all started happening.  She discovered the word "No!".  She says it all the time.  She has this little squeaky, groggly, dramatic voice that makes it worse.  I am mortified!  All I can think to do is redirect it and say "yes" and/or give her the stink eye.  Any other ideas out there?  Is this just a phase?  I mentioned this to a friend the other day and he replied with "that's an important word", and that made me look at it a little differently.  It IS an important word.  I hope she remembers this important word when one day some boy is trying to hold her hand (or worse), or when she's offered booze or something illegal, or when she's 8 and has the pressure to put on makeup and shave her legs. No IS an important word.  It's just hard to imagine it comes from this sweet angel face isn't it?

Happy 60th Dad

It has been an exciting and wonderful week!  First, my sister Hayley got Engaged to Jake.  My other Sister Lindsey had her baby boy, Jack.  And my father turned 60. Life is good.

First of all, I am so excited for Hayley.  She is so happy.  Her and Jake are perfect together.  They are going to have such a fun marriage because Jake is so laid back, sweet, and hilarious.  He's a keeper.

Two weeks ago, I had an impression to go and help my sister get ready for the baby.  She lives in Idaho.  So I took off one weekend, just me, and drove up to help.  We had a great time cleaning, organizing, and sewing the crib bedding.  Just three days after I leave, March 4th, Lindsey's water broke and now we have Jack.  I'm so glad I went up.

March 9th, my Dad turned 60.  But the real party was on Saturday March 7th.  My sister and I have been planning this for a while and it turned out great!  It was a surprise.  Phillip and I took my dad and mom to a movie then out to dinner.  When we arrived at the restraunt, low and behold, his whole family was there!  He was shocked.  Lindsey spent a lot of time creating a book to give to dad.  Everyone in the family sent pictures and a message and she did a fabulous job compiling.  It was exciting to give that to my dad.  The dinner was "adults only".  So on his real birthday some of the kids got to help him celebrate and give him presents (good old dollar store).  We had Magelby chocolate cake, which is divine.  In the picture you can see Jane, June, Rex, and Harry.  Cute Kids.

Beard Man

Here are some pictures of Phillip as "beard man".  Because the chicken pox got him pretty bad on the face and neck, he couldn't shave for 6 weeks+.  I think he liked it.  I had two requirments while he had the beard: 

1. Clean it up.  So I sent him to my stylist and asked her to pamper him .  She massaged his scalp, cut his hair, trimmed the beard, and  shaved his neck.   After, he said he could see himself doing that more often (the pampering thing).  

2.  We go to REI.  Come on, he'd fit right in.

Come Valentines Day I got my wish...a clean cut, beard free man.  And to top it off,  Jane and I woke up, walked down stairs, and all set up ready to go was a kitchen TV for "his girls".  You can see the presentation of the remote on the counter.  Yea I cried a little.  It was just so thoughtful and cute.  I turned on the TV and it was ready to go on KUED and Clifford was playing.  Jane let out a big "Ohhhh!"  She was excited too.  We Love You!

So cute and into everything!

Oops!

I was told to never have "naked" pictures of my kids on my blog.  So I removed the one of Jane and chicken pox.  That shows how trusting I am.  Should I remove the one of Phillip too?  Nah...

The Bachelor

Thanks to Hulu.com (thanks Kimi), I got caught up on this season of the bachelor.  For those of you that are watching, I want to know who you are pulling for.  Who do you want?  Who do you think he goes best with.  Right now I'm stumped.  I do think Stephanie sticks out.  She is so sweet and mature.  That is who I like.  But who is best for him?  I don't know.  A penny for your thoughts.

Happy New Year!

While our darling Jane was at home having fun with Nana Mer, Phillip and I were partying with our dear Foxboro Friends.  This year we played Bunco and had a BLAST!!!  Great way to eat up the minutes till midnight.  Happy 2009 everyone!

Chicken Pox

My 30 year old husband has chicken pox!  He broke out with them Sunday morning and he is COVERED!!!  Not to mention in tremendous amount of pain.  Here he is at 3:30 in the morning smiling for the camera after taking an oatmeal bath.  This picture doesn't do it justice.  His neck, hairline, face (throat), and back really have it.  Poor guy.  We are on day 3 right now and hopefully we are on the upswing because the pox are starting to crust over (sorry if that grosses you out).  He has not slept for nights and feels like he has every sickness combined into one right now.  Where he got it from?  We have no clue.  Did he have it as a kid?  Come to find out, he didn't.  I took Jane Monday morning to get her vaccination (hopefully it will prevent it) and found out she has strep!  TWO sick people at my house.  I'm just a merry maid and servant girl around here. Anything for my two babies.  I tell ya, when it rains it POURS!  Besides a little cabin fever and wanting to be back to our old selves, we are doing just fine.  Thank goodness for good TV like "24" and American Idol to keep us happy.  

Dream Home

14 Months Old!

Jane REALLY likes to comb her and other people's hair.  She doesn't quite know what is a comb yet though.  I have caught her combing her hair with a tube of diaper rash ointment, a pen, Scotch wrapping paper cutter, and a tooth brush.  Just last night she walked in the room greeting us with a huge "HI" and combing her hair with a VERY used toilet brush.  I instantly yanked  it away, then began laughing.  Too bad I acted to fast because it would have made a hilarious picture/video (she had the "stroking the hair" move down perfectly).

A few other things Jane has been doing this month:

• Going down the stairs facing forward, scooting on her bum.  This is the only way
• Turning pages on EVERY book, pretending to read.
• Saying "Dae, Due" meaning "Thank you" and handing you everything in sight. 
• WALKING!  I can't believe I didn't mention that before.  
• Pointing to her and everyone else's eye's and saying "Iiiiiii".  Watch out, she pokes.
• Sticking her finger up noses
• Puckers her lips and plants kisses on mama and dada saying "mmmmm".  Melts me everytime.  

Does it really get better?  This is so much fun.  She is so much fun.  

Grandpa Claus

"Oh, you better WATCH OUT, you better not CRY, you better not POUT, I'm telling you WHY....Santa Claus is coming to town."

Our annual photo with Santa...someone wasn't very happy.  If she only knew he brings presents.

Santa, scary?

Oh, boy.  I have one of those kids who is afraid of Santa.  Jane will go to just about everyone, but him.  Out of 20 kids at Phillip's work party, our little Jane was the only one that cried.

Poop

Here is an email I sent Phillip today:

Jane just crapped in the bath tub.  Don't worry, I handled it like a pro.  As
I let the water drain, I strained the poop and put the remains in an old
diaper.  I lysoled and bleached the tub while I let her walk around naked.  I
filled the tub up again and did a power cleaning on Jane (I think she ate the
poop because it was all over her face...gross!).  My guess is you are not
laughing right now...knowing you, you are concerned for me and feel bad.  But
don't.  I want you to laugh.  It's not a big deal.  This is all part of
motherhood and makes for good stories when she is older.  
I love you!  Have a wonderful day!

Here is the response I got from Phillip:

Your right I did not laugh until you gave me permission too.

GTU

I just got back from doing something I've always wanted to do...be in the audience of Good Things Utah.  Because I'm a teacher, I catch it on the fly, but in the summers I'm a dedicated viewer.  I got to take the women in my family (we missed you Linds):  Annie, Heather, Hayley, my mom, and my Granny (also a dedicated viewer).  It was so fun to be behind the scences.  I have to admit, I was a little star struck.  The hosts are even more beautiful and friendly in person.  Annie even got a plug for her T-shirt sales and Jane's picture was shown during the first birthday segment.  They even said "Jane's mom is in the audience."  How special!  It was even more than what I expected.  It was such a fun experience for all of us.  

Diva for a daughter

Sunglasses, sporty vest, pink crocs, and oh yes, a cell phone.  I have a diva for a daughter, and I LOVE it!

One Cute Birthday Girl!

Happy Birthday Jane!

New, front facing, car seat!

Toys!

I tell you, kids just get funner and funner.  Jane is really starting to play with toys.  She loves this walker and talking toy chair Meg gave her (love the hand me downs Meg, thanks!).  I actually caught her in this corner rocking out to the music we had playing.  She was bobbing her head and moving her arms up and down.  It was the cutest thing.  Phillip loves to rock out to music and Jane wants to do whatever dad is does.  This is the worst picture, but you can tell she's rockin' it pretty hard!

Halloween

A few weeks ago for FHE we went to Pack's Pumpkin Patch and picked out our pumpkins.

I was amazed at all the wonderful costumes at my ward halloween party.  Here are a few:

                                   The Walton Crew:  80's punk band
    Katherine, Eric, and Jane's little friend, Bailey: Wizard of Oz
             Max, Holly, and Jane: DARLING!
Cutest costume of all!  Farmer Phillip and Baby Chick.
Catherine handmade this Wonder Women Costume for Halee.

This totally inspires me to make something for Jane next year.

                                                 (Check out the earings she 'glued' on)

October 18

Phillip talked us into attending a Utah game.  Our neighbor gave us the tickets and it was a beautiful day, so why not.  Jane was great most of the time...very entertained yet over stimulated.   The last thing she wanted to do was look at the camera.

So Innocent

October 16

I was on the computer paying no attention, then I looked down and this is what I saw.  Jane playing with matches and sucking on a lighter.  Looks like the "baby proofing" continues.

Tip

So don't ever wear silky underwear and non-control top nylons.  Spend the extra buck and get the control top so they don't end down around your knees while your walking.  Yes, this happened to me today, several times.

Pay It Forward

So I'm writing this entry in hopes that this one 'kind' deed catches on and more people start doing it.  

Every time I leave the grocery store, load my items and my kid in the car, I always make the effort to putting the cart back in the return cart area of the parking lot.  I always hesitate and think how annoying it is and how I really don't have time for it, but do it anyway and talk myself into getting a few more steps on my pedometer (no, I don't really wear one).  So this is what sparked my idea of a 'kind' deed.  

When I pull up to the grocery store and get out of my car, I find someone who is just about finished loading their car and I say "can I take your cart for you?"  So far,  I have gotten such a warm and friendly response.  Hey, I just saved them 1-3 minutes in their busy lives.  Little do they know it helps me too.  It saves me from carrying a heavy diaper bag and a 20+lb baby in my arms to the store entrance.  Win-Win!

So, I'm hoping more and more people do this.  I would love it that as I am walking to the cart return, someone stops and says 'can I take that for you, I might as well, since I am already going in.'  It's such a kind deed.

Window Shopping

I'm really not that great with words and writing like so many bloggers out there.  But I do have so many thoughts running through my head day in and day out that I like to try and jot down. Today, especially. 

My husband was running out the door this morning to go to work and I asked him the usual question, "What time will you be home?".  This way I can plan dinner, chores, activities throughout the day etc.  He replied, "What time do you want me home?" (he can sometimes come home earlier on Fridays if he's worked a big week).  I then invited him to come to my 'once in a blue moon' get dressed up and go shopping at Nordstrom trip.  This is a tradition started my my Grandma Kay, continued by my father (who yes, likes to shop), and now it has stuck with me who will be passing it on to Jane.  I look forward to this every time and try to make it super special. Please keep in mind that I rarely buy anything.  I just like to stroll around with Jane, eat my Tomato Basil soup at the cafe, and drool over the shoes, purses, accessories, Mac makeup.........

Well, after being so nice to invite my husband on this special trip I got the response "Just to window shop right?".   I was insulted!  How dare he think I was going to rack up the credit card and spend frivilessly...I didn't deserve that.  I have shown much restraint in our marriage when it comes to spending money (despite what you all are thinking right now).  I'm a Target Clearance/never full price Old Navy kind of girl.  I think by him saying that, it put a Kibosh on the whole trip.  I rather go to Nordies with the thought I could buy anything, but gladly held back, go home with will power pride.  Not because someone told you "No".  I hate being told "No."  It makes me want it, whatever 'it' is, more.  Don't tell me "No", just give me hope that anything is possible.

Enough rambling on.  Today is not a Nordstrom day.  It will be a go to the dry cleaners, do a couple returns,  go to the post office kind of day.  And that's okay. 

Stupid Twilight T-Shirts

Hey everyone!  My sister-in-law, Annie,  is selling Twilight T-Shirts.  She has personally and carefully designed each shirt.  They are darling and creative.  The actual shirt 'fit' is girly and cute.  Click on her website below:

http://stupidtwilighttshirts.com

Birthday Ideas

Okay, so thank you for your advice on purfume.  I need more advice.  Jane is about to turn one.  It's an excuse for me to get a few things for her (us).  What are some good toys that 1 year olds like?  I know a few of you moms have your favorites and I'd like to know.  Also, does anyone know of a good CD kids like to listen to while traveling in the car?  Jane and I are in the car a long time for my commute to work and I'd like to make it more pleasant for her? What do you think of Raffi?  Or is he old school?  Any advice out there?  

Cookie Cutters

We went to Aunt Heather's Salon called Cookie Cutters.  It's this fabulous place to take kids to get their hair cut.  Jane sat in a pink car and was completely hooked on Teletubies.  I was very impressed with how still she sat.  After, she got a pink balloon, a cookie cutter (of course), and a sucker.  Heather styled her hair so darling and has shown me a few tricks: kid moose can help with the curls, and the cool things you can do with rubber bands.  Thanks for a wonderful trip Heather!  We'll come again!  (Watch the video, it's one minutes long).

What a mess!

I love this video because it shows her clapping, talking, and doing the "smoosh face" at the end.  No more Beefaroni for a while.

REAL Salt Lake

Phillip, Darren, Justin, TJ, and Kalli in the new REAL Stadium.  They had a blast, even though Darren's car was towed...oops!

Willy and Rikki's Wedding

We had a great time in St. George for Phillip's brother's wedding.  Jane was having a blast (here she is dancing with Uncle TJ) and up until the wee hours two nights in row.  I have such handsome brother-in-laws.  A man in a tux...yum!

The British are Coming!

I love these Brit Singers:

  Kate Nash- "Fidelity", I first heard this song when shopping at American Eagle

  Leona Lewis- I love Everything she sings, her CD rocks! (Do people buy CDs anymore?)

  Adele- "Chasing Pavements", she claims to be inspired by the Etta James, a classic Jazz singer

I just found out that they all attended the same music school in England.  Pretty cool.

Vintage

Okay girls, listen up. I highly consider the scent "Vintage" by John Varvaots (Italian suit designer) for your man. Make sure it goes well with his body chemistry of course, but I am loving it! We've done the CK, Hugo Boss, Curve, etc. road and needed a change. We purchased it at Nordstrom but I bet you can find it cheaper on line.

Now for perfume. Any ideas? I am willing to try old, new, trendy, classic, whatever! I love the scent I already wear, Oui by Lancome, but I could use a change for special occasions. Suggestions?

Something Special

This little blue box inspired the new face-lift.  How appropriate.  

Go Utes!

I was gone Saturday night for 5 hours helping out with a Stake activity and the General Relief Society Broadcast.  Phillip was so brave and took Jane to the Ute game by himself.  I tried to convince him to watch the game in the comfort of his own home, but I can't stop this crazed Ute fan from the stadium experience (plus it wasn't on TV).  Phillip and Jane had a blast watching the game at the top of the bleachers (only place convenient for strollers).  I'm so glad he snapped a few pictures of their time together.  

Chickadee

Here's a sneak peak at Jane's Halloween costume.  Pretty cute!

Bear Lake

We just had a dreamy time up at Bear Lake at the Echols cabin. To see some awesome pictures go to Lisa's Blog.  We can't thank you enough Lisa and Aaron!

Go Cougars!

I'm posting this picture just to get a rise out of Phillip.  Grandma Trish was so kind to get Jane this darling shirt (Phillip thinks it's the ugliest shirt he's ever seen) at the BYU/UCLA blow out Sept. 13.  Grandpa Keith couldn't be more proud.  It's been so tough throughout the years married to a Ute fan yet growing up as a Cougar.  I feel so divided.  I told Phillip he's more than welcome to get Jane a Utah shirt.  

Love Lamb

These are two of my favorite things and I just had to share them with you.  

The first is the book "Time For Bed" by Mem Fox.  She is a fabulous author 

and I love all of her books, but this one in particular is a wonderful bed time

 story to read to your kids.  The rhythm, rhyme, and illustrations are beautifully done. It's a book I looked forward to reading every time.  

The second is this Baby Gund Lamb.  It's so plush!  Jane has cuddled up to this lamb for months now.  It washes well too.

Antelope Island

A couple Sundays ago we were really getting cabin fever and just needed to get out, so we decided to go for a ride.  Heather and Darren joined us on a little field trip to Antelope Island.  It was pretty boring except when we were stopped in the road by crossing bison.  It was pretty cool to get so close to them.  You can't really tell, but when I took this picture, Phillip was nervous and kept telling me to hurry.  Scared maybe?  The funny this about this drive is that I have worked at "Antelope Elementary" for 6 years which is 10 minutes away from the Island, yet this is my first time ever stepping foot on the Island (that I can recall).  By the way, it's super stinky.

Half Marathon

I am so proud of Phillip, my sister Hayley, and my brother Darren for running the Top of Utah Half Marathon.  I had absolutely NO desire to join in, yet the running bug has gotten to me.  I am now up to two whole miles!  I can never imagine running 13.1 miles...I'd get so bored.  Plus all the training that went into it is admirable.  It's been two weeks since the race and none of them have gone running since.  I don't blame you guys, you deserve a break!

"Jane, Smile for the Camera"

Here are the 10+ pictures it took to get the ONE in my previous post.  Ahhhh!

Showing Her Independence

I have to admit everyone, my little Angel Face is getting harder!  As soon as she hit 9 months she's throwing me for a loop.  She can make me so happy and my heart just melts, or she drives me crazy.  Another way to put it "the highs are high, the lows are low".  

She cries harder, louder, and more often.  She gets frustrated easy, yet when she's successful she is so excited.  She only wants to feed herself, she swats the spoon away.  Diaper changes and lotion rub downs she despises (that's nothing new).  She can't stand being in her car seat for too long.  I could go on...but is this sounding familiar to anyone out there?  I know these are all part of motherhood.  I just have to remember I "happily" signed up for this.  

Midnight

Last night I had a blast going to Deseret Book at midnight for the new Twilight series book "Breaking Dawn" (It's hard not to say "breaking wind").  Me, Megan, Lisa, and Shanna had a blast and felt like we were 'young' again.  Visit Lisa's blog linked to mine...she did such a great job documenting our outing and took some great pics.

Back from our Blogging Break

So as many of you have noticed, it's been a while since I have posted.  But I'm ready to dive in again. Let me catch you up on the past 3 months.

Days of '47

Bountiful has a wonderful Days of '47 celebration.  They have a parade (that Aunt Heather was in) and good food (Uncle Darren was in charge of the Smoothie Stand).  We ended the evening with fireworks.  I love Summer nights.  I can see why July is Phillip's favorite month.  

So Active!!!

Lake Arrowhead

For July 4th, we went to my Aunt Susan's Cottage at Lake Arrowhead, CA.  We had a great time.  It was a memory watching the fireworks in the boat on the lake as a family.  

Flexible

It's not fair how flexible babies are.  They can just sit there and much on their toes like no big deal, while I struggle holding the tree pose in yoga.  Not fair.

Pool Time

Jane and I love to go to the pool.  She is not afraid of water and loves to splash around.  Here she is posing.  Such beautiful blue eyes.

Crazy Tounge

Jane's got this crazy tounge.  She twists it in the funniest ways.  So talented!

Contained

In June, Jane started getting real mobile...scooting everywhere.  We put her in this basket while we got ready for church.  She thought it was fun and stayed in there for a good 20 minutes.  

Sitting Up

In May we visited my sister and her family in Mountain Home Idaho.  Jane was just starting to sit up on her own.  I took pictures of her first time sitting up in a shopping cart and sitting in a restraunt high chair (are those things totally infested with germs or what?!).  Little miss independent was loving it!

9 Months!

So put aside the red eye...isn't she darling?  She is 9 months old today and I love her more than ever.  She holds her own bottle, crawls everywhere, walks around furniture, smiles like crazy, into EVERYTHING, stands up in the bath tub (we've got to put a stop on that one), and is the absolute definition of JOY.  

Cheerleader

Jane loves to do "Stupid Baby Tricks".  Stunting as a flyer is one of her favorites.  She has such strong legs.  They never go spaghetti.  I love her personality.  The rougher you play with her the louder the laugh and bigger the smile.  

6 Months Old!!!

That's right, my baby is 6 months old today!  She honestly just gets cuter and cuter, and funner and funner.  She is the highlight of my day and absolute twinkle in Phillip's eye.  We are so lucky to be your parents Jane.  We LOVE you! 

Give Peas A Chance

I am so proud of Jane for giving peas another try!

Phillip and I are determined to have our kids like their vegetables.

Clean up

Grandma Packer

Last Saturday it was a beautiful Spring day, we helped clean up Grandma Packer's yard.  Grandma had the best job of all...watching the babies.  When one would cry or get fussy, she would say "Well that's a sad tale of war."  That made me laugh.  She loves those babies and those babies love her.  

Sweet Potatoes

Jane had her first solid (besides cereal) on April 20.  She was a little uncoordinated with the spoon, and wanted to suck it.  She was also very aggressive.  She would open up so wide and jam her mouth so violently on the spoon, I thought internal damage was happening.  But no, she was happy as ever and ate an entire jar. Not bad for your first try.  Just one week ago, she wanted nothing to do with solids, so this through us for a loop.  Yeah!

Happy 28th

I find myself really reflective around my Birthday.  Sometimes I get so consumed with what I want or need, when really, I have everything and more.  I have an adorable daughter that I am completely crazy about (in the background with the binki), I have the most amazing and extremely helpful husband, I have a wonderful family that I love hanging out with (who even on your 28th birthday, make you signs, cook your favorite dishes, and drive a good distance to show their love).  I am a very blessed individual and this next year, I will remind myself and be thankful of that daily.  

Dimple

I love it when Jane is so happy.  If you look close, she has a dimple on the top of her right cheek just like me.  Genetics can be so strong. 

A Mouth Full

I found it totally hilarious when Jane was trying to put Grandpa Keith's knee in her mouth (maybe you just had to be there).  

Make a wish

Here I am on my 28th birthday.  My darling little nephew, Harry, is a birthday fanatic!  He lives for birthdays.  He would open up all your presents and blow out all the candles if you let him.  I really need my wish to come true so I had to stop him this time (mean aunt), but I still get a kick out of it.  

First Fruit

Jane was going to town on this cantaloupe.  It probably felt good on her gums.

First Hair Cut

I asked Aunt Heather (the stylist) to give Jane a little trim.  There were a few strands of hair that have grown extra long and clump together.  Kind of tedious to deal with. As you can see, Jane was totally excited for this huge event.  I put the strands in a ziploc baggy, but later I couldn't even see them and tossed it.  Oops!

Sushi!

Well, I had Sushi for the first time.  Phillip loves it and I'm sad to say I can't say the same.  We went to a wonderful restraunt in St. George with high quality Sushi, yet I didn't care for it.  I'm not a big seafood person, perhaps thats why I don't care for it.  The seaweed especially is an aquired taste.  Here I was excited to try something "healthy" but of course the one I kind of liked was the Vegas Roll...smoked salmon, cream cheese, and deep fried. Oh well. 

Exercise

Jane loves her exersaucer.  I love it too because it gives me free hands.

Nickname

I went to take Jane to Daycare this morning and I was greeted by a bunch of students who were so excited to see "Miss Jane". I love her new nickname. It fits her personality to a "T". Jane really does try to act much older than she is. It's hilarious how she loves to be part of the conversation.

Easter

Here is my pretty girl in her Easter dress (and white patten leather shoes and lacey socks, sorry you can't see). She did so well all through church at not getting spit up on herself until the very end...then she was covered. Lately everyone has been commenting on her red tinted hair. I didn't realize Phillip and I carried that recessive gene. So cute! Don't you just want to kiss those cheeks! I'm lucky I get to kiss them everyday!

Grandma's the name, spoiling's the game.  

Thanks Easter Bunny! We have the cutest video of Jane playing with all the grass. She seemed more interested in the grass then the cute rattle, teething ducky, and other goodies. Goes to show you don't need much to entertain a baby.

First Easter Basket!

Bedtime

March 17

Jane loves to listen to books. It's a great way to snuggle and relax at the end of the day. Her favorites include "The Grouchy Lady Bug (By Eric Carle)," "I Love You Stinky Face," and "Time for Bed (By Mem Fox)". Okay, so those are my favorites too.

She looks so funny with her fist in her mouth. She's really discoverd her mouth and hands this past month.

Bugged!

Did anyone of my friends or family watch the HGTV Dream Home Giveaway last night? Well I did, and I was bugged! Phillip and I entered in that contest every day for two months. I was one of the billion people with high hopes that this could be my big break in life. Anyway, when they surprised the girl who won she was completely unenthusiastic and totally ungrateful. Watching her win was very awkward. She could have at least said "No way!" or "Are you joking?" or heaven forbid "Thank You!". Instead she just stood there like an idiot as if she had no clue what was going on. I would have made much better TV. Well, there is always next year. I'm not giving up.

We're Converted!

We did it!  We bought a Mac Desktop 20".  It is so smooth and beautiful.  Why a Mac you ask?  My answer is Why Not!  We have had the same laptop for over 5 years and it had become a slow dino.  Downloading and surfing is much faster now, not to mention the bright and big graphics.  Mac anyone?

Jane Loves...

- being by herself

- laying down

- getting the snot sucked out of her nose

- to cry herself to sleep

- getting soap in her eyes

- to have dad dangle the bottle in front of her face when she is really hungry, just for a laugh

- to be burped half way through a feeding

- getting dressed

Jane absolutely hates...

- eating

- standing

- sitting up

- to look in the mirror, just like her mom (ha ha)

- the rainforest soother in her crib

- being right next to mom 

- people making funny faces and noises, trying to get her to smile

- music

- watching TV

- car rides

- bathtime

- being read to

-  grabbing for things

- her exercise saucer

- being naked (Hmmmm....who did she get that from?)

It's fun sometimes being sarcastic...but not as much fun watching my baby grow and learn!

His Little Girl

Jane loves hanging out with her dad.

Carrying a baby and laundry up narrow stairs is not easy, so why not put the baby IN the laundry...much easier.

I tell ya, Jane is so strong. Here she is trying so hard to get out of her seat. Good luck girlfriend!

Dressed up for church

Here is Jane dressed up for church. By the end of the three hour block, the cardigan was covered in drool and spit up. What do you do? I guess you could put a bib on, but why cover up such a cute outfit. Oh the price you pay for fashion.

Jane Fix

It's been two weeks of returning back to work and I feel like it was easier at first, but it gets harder everyday to leave Jane. Last Fridy, I dropped Jane off at Day Care and cried for the first time. I just didn't want to say goodbye. When I got to work, I found a sub and turned my car right around and headed back to the day care. I just needed to be with my baby. Nothing is wrong with the Day Care, in fact they are absolutely wonderful with her. She just has a stuffy nose (cold) and she hasn't been sleeping well. I thought we could both use the time together, sleeping and relaxing. There is something about Jane that makes me crave to be with her, even at 3:00 in the morning. Oh, which reminds me, every morning now that I go to check on her, she is lying on her tummy, talking. She is so strong. Her favorite thing to do is roll and stand...no speghetti legs. I was worried about her being on her tummy, but the doctor said not to worry... if she is strong enough to roll, then she is strong enough to hold her head up to breath. Okay!

Also, here are some thoughts on returning back to work. I like it and I don't. I feel exhausted at the end of the day, and I don't have much energy left. But I do love the social interaction with my coworkers and students. I love teaching. Yet I feel a little guilty just dropping Jane off at day care letting someone else raise her. I feel like time with Jane is so precious that I love every moment I'm with her...even when she's putting up a good fight. Yet I wouldn't want to feel the regrets when I miss her doing something for the first time. As you can see, I have such mixed feelings. My hats off to stay at home mothers because I think being a stay at home mom seems very hard...its a full time job taking care of kids AND finding something self fulfilling. Everyone seems to have an opinion about this topic, and although it can be a sensitive one, I feel I have a right to voice mine.

Our Anne Geddes Baby

Jane had her pictures taken on Jan. 19th. I love to tell this story so bare with me. I went to Young Images to get her pictures taken in her blessing dress because they were having a special...one pose, one special price, you know how it goes. Well, they ended out doing two beautiful poses in her dress then begged me to put Jane in this daisy dress and take more pictures at no extra charge. I thought the dress was pretty cheesy, but hey, why not? After seeing her in this dress I couldn't help but laugh...then they stick her in a flower pot, and I laughed even more. As you can tell, Jane wasn't really diggin' it. She was like "what the heck is on my head and what am I wearing!" Well, four poses and many dollars later, I ended out with some darling pictures. I caved in and bought all four poses of course. Being a scrapbooker, I justified it.

The Night Before...

Today I held Jane in my arms so tight before her afternoon nap. She fell asleep to me kissing her sweet forehead over and over. I am so emotional because I go back to work tomorrow and I will really miss my little buddy. It's been me and her for the past three months everyday together. This is so difficult, and I knew it would be. I need to do this though...I have 25 First Grade students who are counting on me. Before this school year started I knew it would be the most challenging one yet. Being pregnant and teaching wasn't easy, but I think being a mom and teaching will be even harder. A lot of prayers and a good attitude will help me get through this. Wish me luck!

3 Months Old Today

I know this picture is dark, but I snapped it during her morning nap. There is a commercial on TV recently that says, "When your baby is sleeping, it's as if the whole world is at peace." I like that saying and I couldn't agree more.

Sweet Jane

Here are some recent pics of Jane. The first is when she was propped up in her boppy watching mom clean, the second is when she woke up from a nap so happy, and the third is a picture of her "third" leg.

Mom and daughter

Cute Cousins

I tell ya, these two look just like their dads! That's okay, because Phillip and Jason are pretty cute.

Packer Party

Phillip hosted a Green Bay Packer Party. 13 people were cramed into our small living room. Camping chairs, a huge love sac, and rearanging of the furniture helped. The party was fabulous...especially the bratwurst! Too bad the Packer's lost. Luckily all of Phillip's brothers were there to mourn together (this means no going to the Super Bowl-sorry boys). Blame it this year on that Brett Favre and that lowsy last past that was intercepted. Oh well, we still love you Brett Favre and we still are loyal fans Green Bay!

Funny Stuff

Two things made me laugh out loud the other day...this picture was one. I have no clue who these kids are. This was forwarded to me by a friend. But the expression (or lack of one) on that baby's face is hilarious. I hope this makes you laugh too!

The second thing that made me laugh was my dad's comment on the picture of Jane sitting in her bath tub seat. He thought it looked like I photoshop't her head onto a body. Nope...that's really her head on that little body. Aren't most babies heads bigger than their body? Well, that made me laugh. Here I thought I caught the cutest pose of Jane and people are accusing me that it's a fake! Just kiddin'...thanks for making me laugh dad and thanks for being the cutest girl in the universe Jane!

Smiley

Jane has recently started to coo. She never does it on demand, but when we least expect it. Usually when we are realaxed and just chillin'. That sound seriously melts my heart. It makes waking up three times a night and cleaning spit up all worth it.

Two Months

She loves her baths now...it took a while.

She just had her two month check up on the 3rd of January. She weighs 10.1 oz (25 percentile) and is 23" long (75 percentile)...her doctor said she is tall and petite. But I think I need to beef her up with some more food. I love chubby babies. Her head is right on (50 percentile). I had to soothe her during and after her shots. She had to have 4 shots...two in each leg. She looked at me like "what's going on" "what are you doing to me" followed by some pretty sad cries...I couldn't even look at the needles. I felt so bad for her. But getting her immunized is a good thing...no one said it would be easy.

Star of the Show

Sunday January 6, Just a little over two months old.
Jane is wearing a "Memory Bouquet" on her blessing day.
It was given to Jane with this poem:

A Memory Boquet

She'll wear it for the first time

On the day that she is blessed.

Gently tie this sweet bouquet

Onto her tiny wrist.

And on the day that she's confirmed

With friends and family there,

This dainty little heirloom

May be tied into her hair.

Then all too soon the years will bring

Her joyous wedding day.

Pin this to her garter,

Or include in her bouquet.

The seasons pass so quickly

Ant they bring all kinds of weather.

This gift can take her sweetest days

And bind them all together.

Jane B. Nelson

Blessing Day

Proud Parents! What a day! I've been looking forward to this day for a long time. Everything was wonderful (other than it being a blizzardy day). Jane looked absolutely beautiful in her raw silk dress from Grandma Trish. He hair is just long enough to wear a cute clippy, and her antique braclet was so adorable on her little wrist. The blessing Phillip gave was wonderful and hearfelt. I could tell that he was nervous and his mind was full but after it was over he felf much better. Jane was pretty attached to her binki during the blessing and thanks to uncle Jason, he had to pop it back in her mouth at least three times to keep her quiet (every mom's worry). Next time I'll make sure my baby has a full tummy..oops!)
I was on cloud nine. My friends and family were there to be supportive as always...that means so much to Phillip and I . Not to mention I was wearing my Mac Makeup (I just had a makeover that week) and Spanx so I was feeling pretty good. What a memory!

Packer-side boys....Jane's the first and only girl!

My sister-in-law, Annie, with June (5 weeks). Cute Cousins!

Grandma Trish

Grandpa and Grandma Packer (Jane's just about to spit up dang it!).

Nana Mar (Phillip's mom)

Gotta have the picture with the beatiful girlfriends. Thanks for coming girls!

Grandpa Keith with the mischevious little Dorito faces (Harrison and Tyler, my adorable nephews).

We used the Townhome Clubhouse for the luncheon after so there would be enough room for our family and friends.

Grandma Vi Packer holding our angel who is fast asleep in her arms.

Merry Christmas Girls! I love you Lauren, Jen, Holly, Lisa, Shanna, Meg, Gina, Megan, Jayme and Kimi! You make life so fun!

Dec. 22

Pretty in Pink. Thanks for the vintage sweater Aunt Hayley.

Aunt Hayley with June and Jane...they are an arm full!

I caught Jane sleeping in this adorable position with her hands up and mouth wide open. So cute!

Phillip loves his little girl

Phillip and Jane watching TV.

Phillip and Jane

Pictures with Santa (Grandpa Packer)

Pop Quiz

What does a Great White Shark and Jane Packer have in common?


You guessed it...they both have dorsal fins.

(Thanks Nate..oops!)

Here is Jane getting some love from Grandpa Keith.

June and Jane

This is a timeless picture. Jane's little cousin, June, was born on Tuesday Dec. 4. They are exactly 5 weeks apart. These two already have so much in common! They were BOTH born on Tuesdays, weighed 7 lbs. 14 oz., and 20.5 in. long. I'm not kidding!

Here are Jane's 3 adopted Grandmother's: Darla, Kay, and LaRae. I serve with all three of these wonderful ladies in the Stake Relief Society Presidency.

Saturday Dec. 1

Phillip for the second year in a row, was the Santa Claus at the ward party. Jane of course had to sit on Santa's lap.

Jane at 4 weeks 3 days. For those of you that say time flys and they get bigger every second...it's so true. I'm trying to savor every moment I have with her.

Now that her belly button has healed...its time for the bath chair. She seems to like it.

Awww! Our little Peanut.

She loves these two things: her binkie to self soothe, and being swadled. Time to sleep now.

Here is Jane AFTER the diaper change. She doesn't like to be changed for some reason. Perhaps she is a "creature of comfort" like her mom. Whenever Phillip see's this face, he can't help but call her "drama."

Here is Jane BEFORE the diaper change. "What's going on mom?"

This is what Jane looked like the first week she was home. So small! Phillip gave me this outfit for my Birthday last April after we found out we were pregnant (hence the neutral color). Jane pretty much drowns in all clothes right now. For all those soon-to-be mothers...0-3 months, really means 1-3+ months in size.

SHE'S HOME

These are Tiffany's teaching buddies along with our DEEP SLEEPING daughter.

Were home!!! This is Saturday, November 10th...what a great day!

There is nothing atatched to our baby. She is ready to leave the ICU.

First of many hair washings.

Cute Close Up

Here is an adorable close up of Jane on November 2. She is so stinkin' cute!

Holding Jane for the First Time

This is a picture of the first time I got to hold Jane....on Friday November 2. I couldn't hold back the tears. It was the most amazing moment for me.

Thanks for all of Your Prayers

Jane is doing so much better. She is off oxygen (see photos below). She is eating and is getting so strong. We know this is happening because of all your prayers. She should be home with us soon (the doctors say before Thanksgiving). We can't wait!

It was a long wait to get to this point. BUT WORTH IT.

She is so peaceful in our arms. It is the best part of every day to hold her.

Today is a Good Day

Hi everyone this is Phillip. I know Tiffany has been the creator and keeper of this blog but she has allowed me to add a few things. Both Tiffany and Jane are doing great. Jane is slowly recovering. She is by far the most beautiful baby ever, I could not ask for a more perfect daughter. I love spending time with her. Today is a Good Day because if all goes well we will get to hold Jane for the first time.

Here is my beautiful wife, she has been sooo amazing.

At one time she had six diffent machines giving her what she needed (boxes on the right). They were giving her timed doses of things like dopamine and penacillin. Now she is down to three machines, she has recived the best care ever.

Here she is just chillin' like a villin, getting a sun tan with her shades on. (The light is on her to help with her belly rubin. I guess thats normal...we like normal.)

This is Tiffany's favorite photo of Jane. This picture is on our laptop constantly. Tiffany will not let me turn it off.

Jane is Doing Better

We are so glad to see her face. She is breathing more easy today. We confirmed it was Strep B and she is on the correct antibotics. She still has a long road ahead but things are looking better. Keep those prayers comming...they help!

It is so good to see her resting. This is what we like to see.

Jane's favorite...lemon flavored swabs.

This is one of our favorite pictures. This is minutes after she was born.

Jane Addison Packer

Born October 30, 2007

7:40pm St. Mark's Hospital Millcreek, Utah

7 lbs. 14 oz 20.5 inches long

After 40 weeks and 4 days we finally get to meet our little Jane. These pictures don't do her justice...she's absolutely beautiful! We were in big surprise when the doctor suggested after laboring for 10 hours that we do a C-Section due to bad fetal heart rate. When born, Jane's respritory system wasn't doing so good, she had (has) an infection. She's been in the NICU since birth. She's a pretty sick little girl right now, we can use all the prayers out there. Check back for more updates.

Minutes after she was born...blowing bubbles.