Thank you everyone for your love and support.
I'm taking things day by day. Each time I think of Katie I get teary eyed or start to cry. I went to the temple last night to find some peace. It was good for me. I've been wanting to respond to an email she sent me a week ago, but I am finally starting to except what has happened and that she's not there on the other end. I have gone through some feelings of anger. Angry because of the situation Jon (her husband) is in...living in Italy with no family, angry because her two boys will never know their mother, angry, selfishly, that Katie won't be checking in with me. Luckily I have a husband that turns pretty much everything into a positive and those angry feelings are gone. Now I'm just sad. But, life has to move on. I will continue to pray for Katie's family and not forget her. The ironic thing is that Katie's friend Sarah, died a few weeks earlier after delivering a child also. Katie was so upset about this, but was also very understanding and used her faith to comfort her. I bet Katie and Sarah had a wonderful reunion. I hope they meet Allison. Three amazing women. I am so grateful to know that we have a loving Heavenly Father that will watch over those who are left behind. I'm grateful to know about the Plan of Salvation and how this earthly life is just a small part. As I was leaving the temple last night, for the first time since Katie's death, I thought of some good memories I had of her. I smiled. Didn't cry. What a blessing.